hi iza-chan, i'm sorry i've been very hiatus on these days. but i already read all your new chapter, and it's getting more interesting.

i read about your problem too, and how i hope i can be beside you to comfort you. i'm not good at giving advice, but i hope u realize that there're still many people who love u, your reader, your real friends, n arashi too <3

this is a beautiful lyric from arashi-mukae ni iku yo:
"I'm going to meet the "me" of tomorrow　So that I won't lose to the past
Holding the precious things I'd started to forget
Even if we don't know any answers, as long as there is still a road to continue on
Let's believe it as it is and go"

i hope that lyric can cheer you up =)