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Fixing My Future with the Broken Pieces of My Past (Chapter 10)
Title: Fixing My Future with the Broken Pieces of My Past
Genre: Brotherhood, friendship, angst
Rating: G(Include curses and harsh words)
Summary: Having a brilliant and perfect fraternal twins who is 180 degrees different from him forced the 16 years old Miyamoto Kazunari to grow up with a harsh and cold treatment by people around. At first, he had Jun who's the only person that close to him despite of their uncommonness. But after a cold incident occured between them, Kazunari chooses to never put a faith with anyone else anymore.
This story reveal in how a guy who always known as a 'rotten apple in eye' try to rebuild his broken life again.
Disclaimer: I own NOTHING, but the PLOT
Chapter 10: Just this once
Few weeks already passed after I started to work as a delivery worker in a small delivery company. However, as the job needed me to work from morning till 4, I only can offer my hands during the weekends. I knew that my salary will be so low due of my short time of working even though it was pretty tiring, but anyhow I still like it. At least, I will get the money by my own effort. Somehow, it also made me realize that I’m nothing but a spoiled brat who only relied on money from dad and mom to live before.
“Phew. This job is really tiresome right?”
I turned to the chief immediately. Even though he is the owner of the company, he’s still complaining about how tiring this job. Obviously, it is not as easy as pie right?
“Son?”
“Yep?”
I answered while wiping my flowing sweat with the back of my hand. The chief has been already in his late 50’s, but he needed to raise his 5 daughters who are all still studying in their elementary years.
“You can go home.”
“Eh?”
Don’t tell me that…he is firing me?
“Calm down, son. I mean, it’s enough for today. You can go home now.”
“But why?”
He just smiled before took 4 notes of 1000 yen bill from his pocket. I was quite shocked when he took my hand and left it on my palm.
“Today is my eldest daughter's birthday and I need to get home faster to surprise her. And this, will be your salary for this month. I give it earlier to you.”
“But is it okay? I think it’ll be better if you use these to buy a present for your daughter. I still can wait till the end of this month anyway.”
“It is fine. Plus, you’re still young. Sometimes you need to spend your weekend resting at home or hanging with your friends too right?”
“But, chief-”
“Have some rest just for today, okay?”
I kept myself silent. For a while, I just stared at those notes before turned to look back at him again.
“Thank you so much.” I said as I gripped the money tightly in my hand.
After bow and watched his truck left the apartment’s area that we just delivered pile of boxes before, I immediately took out my wallet and neatly shoved the money inside it. Finally, I can stop from relied on Aiba and Ohno to buy anything for me.
~*~*~*~
After walking for some few minutes, I finally reached the city. I was actually hadn't been here since the day I stayed in Aiba and Ohno’s dorm, but everything looked still pretty same all around. As I walked pass the groceries and shops on my right, my eyes suddenly caught something cool in the nearby music shop's window. I immediately stepped closer to have a better sight view.
“…Cool.”
My eyes completely can’t leave the guitar. After joining Nishiskido’s band, I always hope to have my own guitar since the one that I always use for practicing was actually his.
But, hmm…it’s still impossible I guess.
“Kazunari-chan!”
“Uh, f-!”
*sshole! Who's suddenly hugged me from behind?!
“We went to your workplace and your chief said you guys off earlier today.”
I tsked when Aiba already staring at me with his glittering eyes. Ohno meanwhile just silently moved to my side.
“Yep.”
“That is great! Let’s do it Satoshi!”
“Wokkey~ dokkey~”
“Do? Wha-” All of sudden, they grabbed my arms and dragged me away from there. I tried to pull my hand and made them to let go of me, but it didn’t work no matter how hard I tried.
But as soon as I realized where they were dragging me to, I froze.
Karaoke?
“Wait here.”
Aiba nodded anxiously beside me with his hands still holding on mine. Ohno meanwhile immediately headed to the payment place. He took about a couple of minutes before finally came to us again.
“Guys, I-”
“Room 15. Let’s go.”
I sighed when Ohno cut me immediately. Give me a break, guys!
As they started to hold hands with me and swayed it in air highly, I angrily let out a harsh snort. I was about to protest and pulled my hands away, but both of them immediately released mine since we already reached the door’s room. They then suddenly stormed into the empty room with their CSI style.
“Agent Ohno, safe.”
“Roger.”
What the heck?
“Let’s cut the crap now. I’m-”
“Yep! That’s right! Let’s rock!!!”
NO! That’s NOT what I meant!
“LISTEN TO ME FIRST!” But for the second time, it was already too late. Out of my awareness, they already made me sit on the couch before running into the monitor and started to choose for their songs.
Sh*t, sh*t, SH*T! I REALLY hate noisy place!
“Okay! Me first!”
A famous romantic song suddenly echoed all around the room. Immediately, Ohno walked and took his place right beside of me when I was about to close my ears because of the noisiness.
“Anthony Inoki’s style!”
“Got it!” Aiba shouted while giving him an unhesitant salute.
As he started to sing it with his what-the-heck jaw, I stunned. Ohno on the other hand immediately burst with his hard laugh. I even backed off a bit when he started to loll crazily before fell by his knee on the floor.
“A~I La~wv~you~”
But these guys really…Ughh.
Holy crap.
“Kazunari-kun?”
I immediately covered my mouth with my hand when Ohno already looked at me in surprise.
“Are you…?” I clumsily shook my head. But when I saw Aiba was extremely into his song, I can’t help it anymore but burst out with my laugh.
“Kazunari-chan is laughing!”
Oh, sh*t. But these guys…really…I have no idea what to say anymore.
“Was it good? It is freaking good right? You think so right?” I however didn’t answer it, but continued to laugh crazily on the couch. I bet he’s so excited with me that made him out of blue ran into me and curled his hand around my shoulders.
“Was it good? Is it good? What ya' think?”
“You guys…” I tried to speak between my laughed. “That was ridiculous!”
And I saw both of them turned to each other. For a while, they didn’t say anything at all.
But suddenly, they crept with a smile and started to make a mess with my hair.
~*~*~*~After an hour laughing like crazy at the karaoke place, we finally stepped out and ready to go back to our school. The sky was almost turning to pitch dark, so we decided to use the train for our safety. Before that however, Aiba told me and Ohno to stop at a grocery store nearby as he realized that I was still coughing badly even before we came out.
“Here.” He offered me the bottle in his hand after running toward us as fast as he could from the store.
“You’re really not used to laugh right?”
I replied with a nod. Not only laugh, but I also can’t talk too much or my jaw and throat will be hurt. And I think the last time I was laughing that hard maybe two years ago…with Jun.
“But I feel so happy to see you’re laughing, Kazunari-chan.”
Oh, really? But I’m NOT!
“Okay, it’s getting late now. Let’s us move now, guys.”
I nodded. Just when Ohno and I were about to walk again, we abruptly stopped when realized Aiba still not move at all.
“What’s wrong?”
Aiba however just beamed me with an apologetic look.
“I’m sorry. I shouldn’t call you with ‘-chan’.”
Wow. He just noticed it now?
“You’re actually calling him with ‘-chan’ for the entire time today. And you just realize it now?”
“Ohno was right. And seriously, I hate it.”
Aiba just ruffled his hair which I guess a sign that he totally had no idea with what he just did before.
“Just call me by my last name without ‘-chan’ then. It must be hard to change it if you already used to it.” I said; followed with another severe coughed from my mouth. Crap. Talking really made my throat hurt.
And-ugh! It became more hurt when Aiba suddenly hugged me HARDLY.
“Thank you Kazunari!”
I just raised one of my eyebrows as an ‘uh-huh’ sign before he finally released me and the three of us continued with our path. After a couple of minutes, we finally arrived at the train station. As we reached the platform, the three of us immediately line up behind the yellow line with other passengers there. I didn’t pay so much attention to what Ohno and Aiba were chattering about due of my tiredness.
Few minutes elapsed. And finally, the train came and stopped right in front of us.
“Kazu?”
I froze. No way.
But when I turned to the familiar voice behind me, I became completely stunned.
“It’s really you!” And he immediately embraced tightly my body.
Jun?
“We feel so glad you’re safe, Kazunari-kun.”
I saw Sho crept with a smile. He then gave a pat on my shoulder when Jun finally let go of me.
“Kazunari?”
Sho and Jun immediately turned to them. They look surprised, maybe didn’t expect to find out that there’s someone who dare to call me by my first name.
“Who are they? Your friends?”
“You know them?”
Four pairs of eyes now confusedly lay their gaze on me. For a while, I didn’t react and say anything at all.
“No.”
I said and turned to Ohno and Aiba’s face without a word. Though I know that they’re hesitant and badly wanted an answer from me, I just stepped inside the train.
NO. This is not the right time.
All of sudden, someone suddenly grasped my shirt from behind and harshly made me turn around.
“THIS IS YOUR ATTITUDE AFTER THREE MONTHS DIDN’T SEE HIM?!”
Sho’s sudden shout makes all people there turn to us immediately.
F*ck.
“DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD HE TRIED TO LOOK FOR YOU ALL THIS TIME?! HOW COULD YOU TREAT HIM LIKE THIS!!!”
“Calm down, Sho. It is fine.”
“NO! IT IS NOT FINE AT ALL!”
Ohno and Aiba immediately came to help me out from Sho’s grip. At the same time, Jun tried to pull Sho away.
“I DON’T GET IT! WHY CAN’T YOU STOP FROM ACTING LIKE A STUBBORN AND EGOISTIC GUY AND JUST FORGIVE HIM ALREADY?!”
“JUST SHUT YOUR F*CKIN HELL MOUTH UP! IT’S NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS! YOU DO KNOW NOTHING AT ALL!”
“NONE OF MINE? COME ON! IF NOT BECAUSE OF JUN, YOU MUST BE ALREADY-!”
“SHO!”
Jun’s sudden snap startled all of us. He then closed his eyes; trying to calm down himself before looked up and patted Sho’s shoulder.
Realize what Jun was trying to say, Sho harshly tsked and let go of me.
“Kazu, let’s go home, okay?”
I didn’t say anything or move out from the train. Ohno and Aiba looked hesitant with my decision, but when the door started to beep and readily to shut, they finally followed me inside.
“Are you sure?”
I just blankly returned Jun’s gaze in front.
“I got exchange students offer.”
I frowned.
What?
“I’ll be departing tomorrow. So if you can,”
Jun bit his lower lip before hopefully looked up at me.
“Please come and send me off at the airport.”
And the door shut right between us.
~*~*~*~
>I feel so glad to know some of your opinion about this story :D Comments are always love!
(Just want to say but, the upcoming chapters after this will be longer...)
Genre: Brotherhood, friendship, angst
Rating: G(Include curses and harsh words)
Summary: Having a brilliant and perfect fraternal twins who is 180 degrees different from him forced the 16 years old Miyamoto Kazunari to grow up with a harsh and cold treatment by people around. At first, he had Jun who's the only person that close to him despite of their uncommonness. But after a cold incident occured between them, Kazunari chooses to never put a faith with anyone else anymore.
This story reveal in how a guy who always known as a 'rotten apple in eye' try to rebuild his broken life again.
Disclaimer: I own NOTHING, but the PLOT
Chapter 10: Just this once
“Phew. This job is really tiresome right?”
I turned to the chief immediately. Even though he is the owner of the company, he’s still complaining about how tiring this job. Obviously, it is not as easy as pie right?
“Son?”
“Yep?”
I answered while wiping my flowing sweat with the back of my hand. The chief has been already in his late 50’s, but he needed to raise his 5 daughters who are all still studying in their elementary years.
“You can go home.”
“Eh?”
Don’t tell me that…he is firing me?
“Calm down, son. I mean, it’s enough for today. You can go home now.”
“But why?”
He just smiled before took 4 notes of 1000 yen bill from his pocket. I was quite shocked when he took my hand and left it on my palm.
“Today is my eldest daughter's birthday and I need to get home faster to surprise her. And this, will be your salary for this month. I give it earlier to you.”
“But is it okay? I think it’ll be better if you use these to buy a present for your daughter. I still can wait till the end of this month anyway.”
“It is fine. Plus, you’re still young. Sometimes you need to spend your weekend resting at home or hanging with your friends too right?”
“But, chief-”
“Have some rest just for today, okay?”
I kept myself silent. For a while, I just stared at those notes before turned to look back at him again.
“Thank you so much.” I said as I gripped the money tightly in my hand.
After bow and watched his truck left the apartment’s area that we just delivered pile of boxes before, I immediately took out my wallet and neatly shoved the money inside it. Finally, I can stop from relied on Aiba and Ohno to buy anything for me.
~*~*~*~
After walking for some few minutes, I finally reached the city. I was actually hadn't been here since the day I stayed in Aiba and Ohno’s dorm, but everything looked still pretty same all around. As I walked pass the groceries and shops on my right, my eyes suddenly caught something cool in the nearby music shop's window. I immediately stepped closer to have a better sight view.
“…Cool.”
My eyes completely can’t leave the guitar. After joining Nishiskido’s band, I always hope to have my own guitar since the one that I always use for practicing was actually his.
But, hmm…it’s still impossible I guess.
“Kazunari-chan!”
“Uh, f-!”
*sshole! Who's suddenly hugged me from behind?!
“We went to your workplace and your chief said you guys off earlier today.”
I tsked when Aiba already staring at me with his glittering eyes. Ohno meanwhile just silently moved to my side.
“Yep.”
“That is great! Let’s do it Satoshi!”
“Wokkey~ dokkey~”
“Do? Wha-” All of sudden, they grabbed my arms and dragged me away from there. I tried to pull my hand and made them to let go of me, but it didn’t work no matter how hard I tried.
But as soon as I realized where they were dragging me to, I froze.
Karaoke?
“Wait here.”
Aiba nodded anxiously beside me with his hands still holding on mine. Ohno meanwhile immediately headed to the payment place. He took about a couple of minutes before finally came to us again.
“Guys, I-”
“Room 15. Let’s go.”
I sighed when Ohno cut me immediately. Give me a break, guys!
As they started to hold hands with me and swayed it in air highly, I angrily let out a harsh snort. I was about to protest and pulled my hands away, but both of them immediately released mine since we already reached the door’s room. They then suddenly stormed into the empty room with their CSI style.
“Agent Ohno, safe.”
“Roger.”
What the heck?
“Let’s cut the crap now. I’m-”
“Yep! That’s right! Let’s rock!!!”
NO! That’s NOT what I meant!
“LISTEN TO ME FIRST!” But for the second time, it was already too late. Out of my awareness, they already made me sit on the couch before running into the monitor and started to choose for their songs.
Sh*t, sh*t, SH*T! I REALLY hate noisy place!
“Okay! Me first!”
A famous romantic song suddenly echoed all around the room. Immediately, Ohno walked and took his place right beside of me when I was about to close my ears because of the noisiness.
“Anthony Inoki’s style!”
“Got it!” Aiba shouted while giving him an unhesitant salute.
As he started to sing it with his what-the-heck jaw, I stunned. Ohno on the other hand immediately burst with his hard laugh. I even backed off a bit when he started to loll crazily before fell by his knee on the floor.
“A~I La~wv~you~”
But these guys really…Ughh.
Holy crap.
“Kazunari-kun?”
I immediately covered my mouth with my hand when Ohno already looked at me in surprise.
“Are you…?” I clumsily shook my head. But when I saw Aiba was extremely into his song, I can’t help it anymore but burst out with my laugh.
“Kazunari-chan is laughing!”
Oh, sh*t. But these guys…really…I have no idea what to say anymore.
“Was it good? It is freaking good right? You think so right?” I however didn’t answer it, but continued to laugh crazily on the couch. I bet he’s so excited with me that made him out of blue ran into me and curled his hand around my shoulders.
“Was it good? Is it good? What ya' think?”
“You guys…” I tried to speak between my laughed. “That was ridiculous!”
And I saw both of them turned to each other. For a while, they didn’t say anything at all.
But suddenly, they crept with a smile and started to make a mess with my hair.
~*~*~*~
“Here.” He offered me the bottle in his hand after running toward us as fast as he could from the store.
“You’re really not used to laugh right?”
I replied with a nod. Not only laugh, but I also can’t talk too much or my jaw and throat will be hurt. And I think the last time I was laughing that hard maybe two years ago…with Jun.
“But I feel so happy to see you’re laughing, Kazunari-chan.”
Oh, really? But I’m NOT!
“Okay, it’s getting late now. Let’s us move now, guys.”
I nodded. Just when Ohno and I were about to walk again, we abruptly stopped when realized Aiba still not move at all.
“What’s wrong?”
Aiba however just beamed me with an apologetic look.
“I’m sorry. I shouldn’t call you with ‘-chan’.”
Wow. He just noticed it now?
“You’re actually calling him with ‘-chan’ for the entire time today. And you just realize it now?”
“Ohno was right. And seriously, I hate it.”
Aiba just ruffled his hair which I guess a sign that he totally had no idea with what he just did before.
“Just call me by my last name without ‘-chan’ then. It must be hard to change it if you already used to it.” I said; followed with another severe coughed from my mouth. Crap. Talking really made my throat hurt.
And-ugh! It became more hurt when Aiba suddenly hugged me HARDLY.
“Thank you Kazunari!”
I just raised one of my eyebrows as an ‘uh-huh’ sign before he finally released me and the three of us continued with our path. After a couple of minutes, we finally arrived at the train station. As we reached the platform, the three of us immediately line up behind the yellow line with other passengers there. I didn’t pay so much attention to what Ohno and Aiba were chattering about due of my tiredness.
Few minutes elapsed. And finally, the train came and stopped right in front of us.
“Kazu?”
I froze. No way.
But when I turned to the familiar voice behind me, I became completely stunned.
“It’s really you!” And he immediately embraced tightly my body.
Jun?
“We feel so glad you’re safe, Kazunari-kun.”
I saw Sho crept with a smile. He then gave a pat on my shoulder when Jun finally let go of me.
“Kazunari?”
Sho and Jun immediately turned to them. They look surprised, maybe didn’t expect to find out that there’s someone who dare to call me by my first name.
“Who are they? Your friends?”
“You know them?”
Four pairs of eyes now confusedly lay their gaze on me. For a while, I didn’t react and say anything at all.
“No.”
I said and turned to Ohno and Aiba’s face without a word. Though I know that they’re hesitant and badly wanted an answer from me, I just stepped inside the train.
NO. This is not the right time.
All of sudden, someone suddenly grasped my shirt from behind and harshly made me turn around.
“THIS IS YOUR ATTITUDE AFTER THREE MONTHS DIDN’T SEE HIM?!”
Sho’s sudden shout makes all people there turn to us immediately.
F*ck.
“DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD HE TRIED TO LOOK FOR YOU ALL THIS TIME?! HOW COULD YOU TREAT HIM LIKE THIS!!!”
“Calm down, Sho. It is fine.”
“NO! IT IS NOT FINE AT ALL!”
Ohno and Aiba immediately came to help me out from Sho’s grip. At the same time, Jun tried to pull Sho away.
“I DON’T GET IT! WHY CAN’T YOU STOP FROM ACTING LIKE A STUBBORN AND EGOISTIC GUY AND JUST FORGIVE HIM ALREADY?!”
“JUST SHUT YOUR F*CKIN HELL MOUTH UP! IT’S NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS! YOU DO KNOW NOTHING AT ALL!”
“NONE OF MINE? COME ON! IF NOT BECAUSE OF JUN, YOU MUST BE ALREADY-!”
“SHO!”
Jun’s sudden snap startled all of us. He then closed his eyes; trying to calm down himself before looked up and patted Sho’s shoulder.
Realize what Jun was trying to say, Sho harshly tsked and let go of me.
“Kazu, let’s go home, okay?”
I didn’t say anything or move out from the train. Ohno and Aiba looked hesitant with my decision, but when the door started to beep and readily to shut, they finally followed me inside.
“Are you sure?”
I just blankly returned Jun’s gaze in front.
“I got exchange students offer.”
I frowned.
What?
“I’ll be departing tomorrow. So if you can,”
Jun bit his lower lip before hopefully looked up at me.
“Please come and send me off at the airport.”
And the door shut right between us.
~*~*~*~
>I feel so glad to know some of your opinion about this story :D Comments are always love!
(Just want to say but, the upcoming chapters after this will be longer...)