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24iza_runTitle: Fixing My Future with the Broken Pieces of My Past
Genre: Brotherhood, friendship, angst
Rating: G(Include curses and harsh words)
Summary: Having a brilliant and perfect fraternal twins who is 180 degrees different from him forced the 16 years old Miyamoto Kazunari to grow up with a harsh and cold treatment by people around. At first, he had Jun who's the only person that close to him despite of their uncommonness. But after a cold incident occured between them, Kazunari chooses to never put a faith with anyone else anymore.
This story reveal in how a guy who always known as a 'rotten apple in eye' try to rebuild his broken life again.
Disclaimer: I own NOTHING, but the PLOT
The blip sounds of the heartbeat rate machine slightly woke me up. As I opened my eyes, the brightness from the lamp harshly stabbed my eyes. Where the hell I am? Why my surroundings looked so blur and white?
Am I already gone?
“Kazu?”
I blinked my eyes for a few times by the familiar voice.
“Thanks God you’re finally awake now!” Jun suddenly moved and embraced my body tightly. Huh? What was happened?
“W-Where is h-here?” I finally blurted it out with my eyes still just slightly opened. “Hospital. Wait here, I’m going to call the doctor.”
He immediately let go of my body and stormed out of the room. I was still in a confuse state before my head suddenly felt like it will explode anytime soon.
And I fell back onto the bed.
“Bullsh*t! You better be afraid of us after this!”
“Like I will, you numbskulls!”
I laughed when they immediately speed off and get lost from my sight. Though I got a lot of scars and wounds, it didn’t matter as long as I can stand for Jun’s name. There’s no way I’m going to forget those bullies’ faces easily after what they had done to us at primary school before. As I lightly get rid of the dirt on my uniform, a sudden coughed jerk me up.
“Seems you still afraid if the teachers found this out huh?”
I sighed in relief when I saw she was Takeuchi-sensei; my first and ever favorite teacher!
~*~*~*~
“Why you still involved yourself in a fight if you afraid your Mom will nag you later?”
“I’m not scared if Mom is going to nag me. Plus, it wasn’t me who started it first. Sensei knows me better right?”
Takeuchi-sensei chuckled by my brilliant answer and continued to treat my wounds. She then cleaned up my bleeding wounds before attached it with plasters.
“You know Miyamoto-kun”
“Hmm?”
“I’ll get married soon.”
“Yeah, you told me before.”
“Means, after this no one will cover up for you anymore, you know.”
“Sensei, I was alone for this entire time actually. I’ll be fine.”
Takeuchi-sensei laughed bitterly. Among the whole teachers in the school, only Takeuchi-sensei served us; the last students class, kindly. At first I hated it when she always poked into my matters. But maybe because of my loneliness after Jun left, I bit by bit opened my heart for her. Seriously, I actually fancied her before but I laughed every time I realized it was only a puppy’s love.
“Sensei,”
Takeuchi-sensei immediately looked at me questioningly.
“I hope you’ll find your happiness with him.”
She nodded.
“Thank you Miyamoto-kun.”
I nodded and silently played with my fingers. After she treat all my wounds, she looked up to me with a smile.
“So, did your twins called you lately?”
“Jun? Yep, he did it 6 weeks ago.”
And I think she lost of words by my answer. After bowing at her as my gratitude, I immediately walked out of the teachers’room. I just ignored all the glares that I received in there and headed out of the school building. Takeuchi-sensei’s question really spoiled my good mood dramatically. Maybe I should just returned to home now.
“I’ll get all strike for this time!!!”
“Only in your dream maybe.”
I abruptly stopped.
Wait. The voice's owner sounds familiar.
I immediately looked up and saw Jun wasn’t far from me in front with...I don’t know. Maybe his classmates?
“That’s mean J-!”
“Jun?” They immediately looked at me and stopped. I can feel my mouth curved with a smile since I haven’t seen Jun for too long. I was trying to step closer to him, but I stunned when he stepped back.
“You know him Jun?” Jun didn’t answer it. He looked so unsure with what should he do.
So, THIS is the reason why he didn’t call me or came home frequently anymore.
“S-Sorry. Wrong person.” I bitterly said it before I turned around and headed back home immediately.
The door suddenly slammed open by the doctor with Jun and a nurse behind him. As the doctor made his move toward me, I immediately sit up and threw my blanket aside.
“Miyamoto-kun, you can lie down. I just want to do some check up.”
“Get lost.” I said and get up from the patient bed. The doctor tried to stop me, but I pushed him aside with all my strength.
“KAZU!”
I ignored Jun and walked pass the doctor and nurse. The nurse tried to stop me but my words maybe shocked her too much. “Don’t you dare to touch me b*tch.”
~*~*~*~
I was about to storm out of the hospital when Jun suddenly grabbed my bandaged wrist.
“IT’S HURT IDIOT!”
“I’m sorry!” Jun hurriedly let go of my hand. Some of the hospital staffs looked at us before continuing with their work.
“Where do you want to go? You need to rest now.”
“None of your f*ckin’ business!”
“Kazu! I told you don’t-!”
“Then just leave me alone!” I stomped angrily from there. Jun immediately came to follow me from behind, but I just ignored him. As I walked out of the hospital main gate, he suddenly grabbed my arm.
“Where do you want to go?” With a tsk, I tried to pull my hand harshly from his grip. But it didn’t work. “Seriously, answer me!”
I immediately roll up my sleeves and showed him my bandaged wrist with a smirk. Too noisy.
“What do you think I’ll do with this?” I let out a chuckle when he frowned by my question. As I gripped the bandage, I harshly try to rip it off from my wrist. Jun looked so shocked by my sudden action and immediately tried to stop me.
“KAZU! STOP IT!” I was about to scratch my still unhealed wound when Jun suddenly punched me hardly on mouth. I fell on the ground with a thud and immediately touched my already bleeding mouth.
“ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND?!!!”
He angrily looked at me from above. I knew he felt offended when I did it, but that made me feel glad. So, I smiled.“If you don’t want me to kill myself right in front of your eyes, LEAVE NOW.”
He stunned and looked hesitant by my warning. But thanks God, he did leave.
~*~*~*~
After I trying to get out from here 4 days ago, Mom and Jun came every day to ensure that I had a proper rest and will never try to leave again. Mom however was actually did come for only 1 day before she finally apologized and said that she really can’t leave the company alone due to Dad’s absence to overseas weeks ago. Hmm…One of their family members got hospitalized and their mind still full with works, works, works and meetings. What a great family I have.
“Kazu?”
I heard Jun’s voice from the doorway. I closed my eyes immediately and pretended to be asleep.
“I’ve told him that you’ll come before. Sorry for troubling you again Sho.”
“You already apologized to me lot of times. It’s really fine, okay?”
And I didn’t pay attention to what they talk about after that. Jun did tell me before that Mom forgot to bring some important documents this morning and need him to send it before the lunch time. And due to his ‘freaking awesome’ concern about me, he asked Sho’s help to come and accompany me for a while.
“Kazunari-kun?”
I heard Sho called my name and sat on the chair beside me.
“I know you’re not sleeping.” But I didn't respond it and kept my eyes closed. “You know, maybe I am an outsider but I DO think it’s time for you to forgive Jun.”
He continued. “I know what he have done to you before was hurting you so much, but can you at least give him another chance so both of you can be close with each other again?”
He then let out a heavy sigh.
“He did tell me about what he has done to you before and he does bring his guilty feeling for this entire time. And I believe he refused from entering any elite school just because he wants to spend more time with you.”
Yeah, yeah, yeah. Like I really care.
“He didn’t come to school for a few days just to accompany you here cause he really hopes you’ll talk to him or at least call his name again. You never call him ‘Jun’ after he moved back right?”
ARGHHHH!!! I can’t sleep with this bastard keep talking and talking!
“Please, stop from hating him. I feel bad as his best friend as well.”
I opened my eyes immediately and moved to grab his shirt. As I gave him a dead glare, I snorted and let him go. It is useless to punch his face anyway.
Couldn’t stay any longer with him here, I furiously get up from my bed and moved to the bathroom. But I stopped and looked at him before I stepped inside. “Just stop with that crappy talk whenever I come out later.”
Sho however stood up and looked at me, dissatisfied.
“Kazunari-kun, stop from being so stub-”
“And you are SO wrong about one thing before.”
“Eh?”
“I never hate him.”
~*~*~*~
>Comments and critisms are still love!
Genre: Brotherhood, friendship, angst
Rating: G(Include curses and harsh words)
Summary: Having a brilliant and perfect fraternal twins who is 180 degrees different from him forced the 16 years old Miyamoto Kazunari to grow up with a harsh and cold treatment by people around. At first, he had Jun who's the only person that close to him despite of their uncommonness. But after a cold incident occured between them, Kazunari chooses to never put a faith with anyone else anymore.
This story reveal in how a guy who always known as a 'rotten apple in eye' try to rebuild his broken life again.
Disclaimer: I own NOTHING, but the PLOT
Chapter 3: You do know nothing about me
The blip sounds of the heartbeat rate machine slightly woke me up. As I opened my eyes, the brightness from the lamp harshly stabbed my eyes. Where the hell I am? Why my surroundings looked so blur and white?
Am I already gone?
“Kazu?”
I blinked my eyes for a few times by the familiar voice.
“Thanks God you’re finally awake now!” Jun suddenly moved and embraced my body tightly. Huh? What was happened?
“W-Where is h-here?” I finally blurted it out with my eyes still just slightly opened. “Hospital. Wait here, I’m going to call the doctor.”
He immediately let go of my body and stormed out of the room. I was still in a confuse state before my head suddenly felt like it will explode anytime soon.
And I fell back onto the bed.
“Bullsh*t! You better be afraid of us after this!”
“Like I will, you numbskulls!”
I laughed when they immediately speed off and get lost from my sight. Though I got a lot of scars and wounds, it didn’t matter as long as I can stand for Jun’s name. There’s no way I’m going to forget those bullies’ faces easily after what they had done to us at primary school before. As I lightly get rid of the dirt on my uniform, a sudden coughed jerk me up.
“Seems you still afraid if the teachers found this out huh?”
I sighed in relief when I saw she was Takeuchi-sensei; my first and ever favorite teacher!
~*~*~*~
“I’m not scared if Mom is going to nag me. Plus, it wasn’t me who started it first. Sensei knows me better right?”
Takeuchi-sensei chuckled by my brilliant answer and continued to treat my wounds. She then cleaned up my bleeding wounds before attached it with plasters.
“You know Miyamoto-kun”
“Hmm?”
“I’ll get married soon.”
“Yeah, you told me before.”
“Means, after this no one will cover up for you anymore, you know.”
“Sensei, I was alone for this entire time actually. I’ll be fine.”
Takeuchi-sensei laughed bitterly. Among the whole teachers in the school, only Takeuchi-sensei served us; the last students class, kindly. At first I hated it when she always poked into my matters. But maybe because of my loneliness after Jun left, I bit by bit opened my heart for her. Seriously, I actually fancied her before but I laughed every time I realized it was only a puppy’s love.
“Sensei,”
Takeuchi-sensei immediately looked at me questioningly.
“I hope you’ll find your happiness with him.”
She nodded.
“Thank you Miyamoto-kun.”
I nodded and silently played with my fingers. After she treat all my wounds, she looked up to me with a smile.
“So, did your twins called you lately?”
“Jun? Yep, he did it 6 weeks ago.”
And I think she lost of words by my answer. After bowing at her as my gratitude, I immediately walked out of the teachers’room. I just ignored all the glares that I received in there and headed out of the school building. Takeuchi-sensei’s question really spoiled my good mood dramatically. Maybe I should just returned to home now.
“I’ll get all strike for this time!!!”
“Only in your dream maybe.”
I abruptly stopped.
Wait. The voice's owner sounds familiar.
I immediately looked up and saw Jun wasn’t far from me in front with...I don’t know. Maybe his classmates?
“That’s mean J-!”
“Jun?” They immediately looked at me and stopped. I can feel my mouth curved with a smile since I haven’t seen Jun for too long. I was trying to step closer to him, but I stunned when he stepped back.
“You know him Jun?” Jun didn’t answer it. He looked so unsure with what should he do.
So, THIS is the reason why he didn’t call me or came home frequently anymore.
“S-Sorry. Wrong person.” I bitterly said it before I turned around and headed back home immediately.
The door suddenly slammed open by the doctor with Jun and a nurse behind him. As the doctor made his move toward me, I immediately sit up and threw my blanket aside.
“Miyamoto-kun, you can lie down. I just want to do some check up.”
“Get lost.” I said and get up from the patient bed. The doctor tried to stop me, but I pushed him aside with all my strength.
“KAZU!”
I ignored Jun and walked pass the doctor and nurse. The nurse tried to stop me but my words maybe shocked her too much. “Don’t you dare to touch me b*tch.”
~*~*~*~
I was about to storm out of the hospital when Jun suddenly grabbed my bandaged wrist.
“IT’S HURT IDIOT!”
“I’m sorry!” Jun hurriedly let go of my hand. Some of the hospital staffs looked at us before continuing with their work.
“Where do you want to go? You need to rest now.”
“None of your f*ckin’ business!”
“Kazu! I told you don’t-!”
“Then just leave me alone!” I stomped angrily from there. Jun immediately came to follow me from behind, but I just ignored him. As I walked out of the hospital main gate, he suddenly grabbed my arm.
“Where do you want to go?” With a tsk, I tried to pull my hand harshly from his grip. But it didn’t work. “Seriously, answer me!”
I immediately roll up my sleeves and showed him my bandaged wrist with a smirk. Too noisy.
“What do you think I’ll do with this?” I let out a chuckle when he frowned by my question. As I gripped the bandage, I harshly try to rip it off from my wrist. Jun looked so shocked by my sudden action and immediately tried to stop me.
“KAZU! STOP IT!” I was about to scratch my still unhealed wound when Jun suddenly punched me hardly on mouth. I fell on the ground with a thud and immediately touched my already bleeding mouth.
“ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND?!!!”
He angrily looked at me from above. I knew he felt offended when I did it, but that made me feel glad. So, I smiled.“If you don’t want me to kill myself right in front of your eyes, LEAVE NOW.”
He stunned and looked hesitant by my warning. But thanks God, he did leave.
~*~*~*~
After I trying to get out from here 4 days ago, Mom and Jun came every day to ensure that I had a proper rest and will never try to leave again. Mom however was actually did come for only 1 day before she finally apologized and said that she really can’t leave the company alone due to Dad’s absence to overseas weeks ago. Hmm…One of their family members got hospitalized and their mind still full with works, works, works and meetings. What a great family I have.
“Kazu?”
I heard Jun’s voice from the doorway. I closed my eyes immediately and pretended to be asleep.
“I’ve told him that you’ll come before. Sorry for troubling you again Sho.”
“You already apologized to me lot of times. It’s really fine, okay?”
And I didn’t pay attention to what they talk about after that. Jun did tell me before that Mom forgot to bring some important documents this morning and need him to send it before the lunch time. And due to his ‘freaking awesome’ concern about me, he asked Sho’s help to come and accompany me for a while.
“Kazunari-kun?”
I heard Sho called my name and sat on the chair beside me.
“I know you’re not sleeping.” But I didn't respond it and kept my eyes closed. “You know, maybe I am an outsider but I DO think it’s time for you to forgive Jun.”
He continued. “I know what he have done to you before was hurting you so much, but can you at least give him another chance so both of you can be close with each other again?”
He then let out a heavy sigh.
“He did tell me about what he has done to you before and he does bring his guilty feeling for this entire time. And I believe he refused from entering any elite school just because he wants to spend more time with you.”
Yeah, yeah, yeah. Like I really care.
“He didn’t come to school for a few days just to accompany you here cause he really hopes you’ll talk to him or at least call his name again. You never call him ‘Jun’ after he moved back right?”
ARGHHHH!!! I can’t sleep with this bastard keep talking and talking!
“Please, stop from hating him. I feel bad as his best friend as well.”
I opened my eyes immediately and moved to grab his shirt. As I gave him a dead glare, I snorted and let him go. It is useless to punch his face anyway.
Couldn’t stay any longer with him here, I furiously get up from my bed and moved to the bathroom. But I stopped and looked at him before I stepped inside. “Just stop with that crappy talk whenever I come out later.”
Sho however stood up and looked at me, dissatisfied.
“Kazunari-kun, stop from being so stub-”
“And you are SO wrong about one thing before.”
“Eh?”
“I never hate him.”
~*~*~*~
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