I never know what I through now is depression before. I've seen counselor since I was in form 2 and all of them said it was normal to have that thought. At last, I can't take their words anymore and asked for my doctor's help to set an appointment. But my parents are type of people who always consider what outsiders think about us, so my mother told me to quit. I remembered that she also said our family is normal though my doctor already tried to explain that depression can occur to anyone and I need a constant treatment and medicine for a while to get better. His wife also has depression and he understands how hard it is for me.
I take Pure Science at my high school as well! And that's the point where my depression stage began because that's my parent's choice. I also bad in Maths like you. I've been bullied by my Maths teacher and my classmates because of Maths during my elementary years and after that I cant's stand with Maths anymore. I kind of understand your feelings here...
This question is a little bit straightforward but what did you do deal with your feelings every time they turn down what you wanted to do? Have you told them your feelings?
I guess everyone has frustration that they keep to themselves...There's a way to know if it's depression and how severe it already is(if you have one). Not like I want you to have it(it's torturing to have one after all), but if you're thinking you maybe have one, I really hope you will try to check for it like take a test or something just in case. The later you know about it, the harder you can recover from it.
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10/5/14 12:36 (UTC)I take Pure Science at my high school as well! And that's the point where my depression stage began because that's my parent's choice. I also bad in Maths like you. I've been bullied by my Maths teacher and my classmates because of Maths during my elementary years and after that I cant's stand with Maths anymore. I kind of understand your feelings here...
This question is a little bit straightforward but what did you do deal with your feelings every time they turn down what you wanted to do? Have you told them your feelings?
I guess everyone has frustration that they keep to themselves...There's a way to know if it's depression and how severe it already is(if you have one). Not like I want you to have it(it's torturing to have one after all), but if you're thinking you maybe have one, I really hope you will try to check for it like take a test or something just in case. The later you know about it, the harder you can recover from it.