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Hello everyone! How are you? It's really been a while since I posted something and I'm very sorry for often disappearing without notice. I gave a lot of thought if I'm supposed to make this post since I was pondering if anyone will wonder why did I disappear, but I believe you deserve some explanation :) Thanks to ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
piggywhale for the lovely comment or I might delay this post even longer!
Why I suddenly disappeared after the last post?
A few of my LJ friends might already know about this. Actually since April to July this year I left to Fukuoka for intensive Japanese Language short course. I've tried a lot of ways to apply for Japanese Language classes in my country and scholarship to Japan, but to no luck. Thanks to my sister's information tho I somehow ended up finding out about the school that I later went in Fukuoka. I actually was very, very close to lose hope that I will never get to enter that school until I found out that my parentsgave up with my stubborness made the payment for me to study in there right on the night of the payment deadline. And because of that I rushed to do the preparation for my leaving that I don't have a chance to say my greeting to you guys first. I also don't have a good internet connection in Japan, so to even drop a comment on someone's post was actually difficult.
Btw this might have nothing to do with the topic, but I want to take this chance to wish Happy Birthday to everyone who I didn't get to wish before!
New fic?
Honestly I don't know if I'm supposed to be surprise or not when see my last posted fic was on 31st October last year O_O The main reason was because I SERIOUSLY don't have any idea for a new fic. No, actually I had, but I always end up dropping it. I don't think I like the plot enough that it won't make me end up to abandon it in the end, just like what happened to 'Dead Run-Revival'. In short, writer's block~~
YET maybe the news that I'm going to reveal now will make some of you happy. Actually, I'm currently working on two fics right now. Let's hope that I can finish it before October because I'm afraid I'll start to get busy after that again. I'll share a bit of the plot:-
1.No title yet (Genre: AU, fantasy, adventure, comedy, friendship)
The plot takes place in Underworld where warriors, berserkers, wizards, fairies, and more fantasy creatures live in. Due to some reasons, Satoshi - the young prince of Underworld who doesn't have any other desire but to live a quiet life - is tasked to go out for a journey by the king to decide who will be a better new ruler of the kingdom between him and his step brother. Planning to fail on the given task on purpose, Satoshi decides to carelessly choose his own followers which somehow ended up him with Ninomiya from the legendary arachery masters clan, the castle intruder and airheaded wizard Aiba, the dangerous and high prolific murderer Sakurai, and the cool shapeshifter human-panther Matsumoto. Follow their journey as they encounter a lot of things along the way, while Satoshi grows up from being an unreliable leader to someone nobody will expect.
Oh man, it's been a while since I write a summary. I'm sorry for how messy it is =_="
Actually I've been weighing this story since...2 years ago I guess? I keep on picking up and dropping this plot, but after I returned home I somehow finally decide to give it a try. I'm working on Chapter 2 right now and I plan to post it after I finished Chapter 4. But let's just hope it won't be a long wait for you guys tho because the main trouble in this fic is each chapter is TOO LONG to write! I mean the length of the prologue itself is just 1/4 of Chapter 1's length! The reason for that is because each chapter will tell their adventure in each stop since I want readers to look forward for their next journey instead of focusing too long in one destination.
I feel like I'm babbling nonsense now. I hope you girls can understand my explanation so far =_=""
At first this story was supposed to be a serious one, but since I miss writing comedy fics a looooooooooooooooot, I decided to turn it out as afail comedy fic instead. I think I've been writing too many serious plot lately that I start to miss some silliness as well ;) Ah! Some of you might be wondering why I make Aiba as the wizard and J as the human-animal, right? The reason is because I want to put some 'balance'. I don't want to make Aiba appear too 'cute' and J too 'cool' in the storyline. There are other reasons too, but you will see it yourself later!
2.Spread the words (Genre: AU, slice of life, drama)
I can't write summary for this one yet to avoid spoiler, but the plot might touch sensitive subject for some readers including me, as the writer myself. It's about depression/struggle that potraited by each of them. I've been saying around to some of my LJ friends about a fic which I'm trying 'to make it as close as possible to reality' and THIS is the fic I meant. I think I've been working on this fic since 2013, but I keep on changing the plot over and over and over again because I don't want it to be too dramatic(not like our life is not dramatic itself, but I want it to be more related with the readers). That's why I'm taking my time to write the plot for each character because unlike my previous fics, I can't force myself to write it but 'wait' for the plot to come out naturally instead. Also, some of you might know that I'm battling with depression myself, so it's like opening my own scars I guess? But believe me, I have my reason why I want to write this. Thanks torurikonialenora for giving me this idea long time ago.
So far I've completed until Chapter 5, but since I planned to make this as daily post just like my MatsuMiya fics that I wrote loooooooong time ago, I will wait (probably) until I finish all the chapters before I start to post it.
Hmm...what else to say? Ah! About the continuation of my visit to Japan last year before, right? I don't know if I should share it since it's been a while and you might already forget it but we'll see how it turns out. I might/might now share it because it's been a while.
Aaaah...what else to say? I don't know. Anyway, I'm happy to return :) I miss you guys and writing fics again. I hope you guys are doing good, or things will get better on your side soon. Don't hesitate to ask me or share anything ^^
piggywhale for the lovely comment or I might delay this post even longer!Why I suddenly disappeared after the last post?
A few of my LJ friends might already know about this. Actually since April to July this year I left to Fukuoka for intensive Japanese Language short course. I've tried a lot of ways to apply for Japanese Language classes in my country and scholarship to Japan, but to no luck. Thanks to my sister's information tho I somehow ended up finding out about the school that I later went in Fukuoka. I actually was very, very close to lose hope that I will never get to enter that school until I found out that my parents
Btw this might have nothing to do with the topic, but I want to take this chance to wish Happy Birthday to everyone who I didn't get to wish before!
New fic?
Honestly I don't know if I'm supposed to be surprise or not when see my last posted fic was on 31st October last year O_O The main reason was because I SERIOUSLY don't have any idea for a new fic. No, actually I had, but I always end up dropping it. I don't think I like the plot enough that it won't make me end up to abandon it in the end, just like what happened to 'Dead Run-Revival'. In short, writer's block~~
YET maybe the news that I'm going to reveal now will make some of you happy. Actually, I'm currently working on two fics right now. Let's hope that I can finish it before October because I'm afraid I'll start to get busy after that again. I'll share a bit of the plot:-
1.No title yet (Genre: AU, fantasy, adventure, comedy, friendship)
The plot takes place in Underworld where warriors, berserkers, wizards, fairies, and more fantasy creatures live in. Due to some reasons, Satoshi - the young prince of Underworld who doesn't have any other desire but to live a quiet life - is tasked to go out for a journey by the king to decide who will be a better new ruler of the kingdom between him and his step brother. Planning to fail on the given task on purpose, Satoshi decides to carelessly choose his own followers which somehow ended up him with Ninomiya from the legendary arachery masters clan, the castle intruder and airheaded wizard Aiba, the dangerous and high prolific murderer Sakurai, and the cool shapeshifter human-panther Matsumoto. Follow their journey as they encounter a lot of things along the way, while Satoshi grows up from being an unreliable leader to someone nobody will expect.
Oh man, it's been a while since I write a summary. I'm sorry for how messy it is =_="
Actually I've been weighing this story since...2 years ago I guess? I keep on picking up and dropping this plot, but after I returned home I somehow finally decide to give it a try. I'm working on Chapter 2 right now and I plan to post it after I finished Chapter 4. But let's just hope it won't be a long wait for you guys tho because the main trouble in this fic is each chapter is TOO LONG to write! I mean the length of the prologue itself is just 1/4 of Chapter 1's length! The reason for that is because each chapter will tell their adventure in each stop since I want readers to look forward for their next journey instead of focusing too long in one destination.
I feel like I'm babbling nonsense now. I hope you girls can understand my explanation so far =_=""
At first this story was supposed to be a serious one, but since I miss writing comedy fics a looooooooooooooooot, I decided to turn it out as a
2.Spread the words (Genre: AU, slice of life, drama)
I can't write summary for this one yet to avoid spoiler, but the plot might touch sensitive subject for some readers including me, as the writer myself. It's about depression/struggle that potraited by each of them. I've been saying around to some of my LJ friends about a fic which I'm trying 'to make it as close as possible to reality' and THIS is the fic I meant. I think I've been working on this fic since 2013, but I keep on changing the plot over and over and over again because I don't want it to be too dramatic(not like our life is not dramatic itself, but I want it to be more related with the readers). That's why I'm taking my time to write the plot for each character because unlike my previous fics, I can't force myself to write it but 'wait' for the plot to come out naturally instead. Also, some of you might know that I'm battling with depression myself, so it's like opening my own scars I guess? But believe me, I have my reason why I want to write this. Thanks to
rurikonialenora for giving me this idea long time ago.So far I've completed until Chapter 5, but since I planned to make this as daily post just like my MatsuMiya fics that I wrote loooooooong time ago, I will wait (probably) until I finish all the chapters before I start to post it.
Hmm...what else to say? Ah! About the continuation of my visit to Japan last year before, right? I don't know if I should share it since it's been a while and you might already forget it but we'll see how it turns out. I might/might now share it because it's been a while.
Aaaah...what else to say? I don't know. Anyway, I'm happy to return :) I miss you guys and writing fics again. I hope you guys are doing good, or things will get better on your side soon. Don't hesitate to ask me or share anything ^^
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with the second story. Well, rather than saying 'Opening an old scar' it would be the best to say 'Confronting an old nemesis' darling. You are really brave and strong to be able to do so. I know how hard it is. Trust me on that. It is a big leap for you. Keep it up! Keep rocking on dear! Win it! Own it! I like the new you. Much brighter and collected. Such an amazing feel to it. Well then, not going to disturb you now. Its already 1.45am. Got work tomorrow. Don't want to be sleepy at work! Lol! Gambatte Iza-chan! 😊😊😊❤️💜💙💛💚😊😊😊
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A lot of things happened for the past and this year but somehow I made it. Thank You SO much for your advice and supports :) It gives me strength.
Woah, I never think that way before. Thank you for make it sounds more positive ^^ I'm still taking one step at a moment and stops from time to time, but at least there's a progress. Leaving my birthplace for the past 3 months gave me space to find my real self.
How are you doing now? You're up so late! XD All the best with your job and life! And please take care of yourself from got sick with the recent weather. Glad to see you around again!
Kinda in a chirpy mode like Aiba.. XD Gomen for the extra cheerfulness.
Yeah.Like I always tell myself "There will be rainbows after a storm.." I have been there so I know how tough it was. I keep telling myself that I will try my best to help if anyone needs it. I understand that feeling when you tried to seek for help and protection but no one was there for you. So I am glad that I could help. =)
Well, somehow that kind of thinking made me who I am today. Rather than being depressed I like it better when I view thing more positively. I would smile and see myself in a vibrant and beautiful way. Hahaha..
Me too. Staying away from the main cause really matured me a lot. *I am staying outside my hometown now. =D* I as well explore more of my capabilities and opportunities that I had and really express myself better. There will always be a progress of development and I know that you too will pull through. Slowly but surely dear. Yeah!
Hehehe.. That's because I saw my email that certain "someone" were mentioning me in her post. lol! XD So, out of the curiosity I look up for and there you are! HAHAHA.. =D
Thank you so much for the warm wishes and I hope that you take care of yourself as well. Be happy and Stay positive, okay! :')
Aww that's okay XD It's a great thing!
I'm glad you have that mindset. You might have saved a lot of people by doing that without you realize it. I know sometimes things might get rough on your side too, so please reach out for help if you need it. I'm very thankful to know such a great person like you :)
Yeah, no matter how much we try to move on or let the past behind, it will remain difficult if the surrounding hold we back. I'm happy to hear that from you ne-chan ^^ It's inspiring.
Ops. I'll take that as a good thing XD I have to credit you for giving me that idea after all. And Thank You SO much too for such a great advice! Please continue to share your kindness all around. I'm sure it will come back to you one day! :D
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Anyway, I like your first idea about the underworld. Looking forward to read it!
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When did you go to Japan? I'm sure one day you can have the chance as well :) I always feel the same as you when I found people who can stay in Japan too before, but just do all you can in present and somehow the future will lead you toward it one day.
Same as you, I miss the public transportation too!(And I seriously don't know why XD) Which part of Japan you visited? Because Fukuoka isn't that futuristic and busy like Tokyo. But if you like quietness and calmness it will fit you. Also it's the second place with most foreigners after Tokyo, so the locals always treat you part of them. And the muslim community is big in there too, so there is a masjid and a few halal shops and restaurants.
Thank You SO much! I'll do my best :) Please take care of yourself dear!
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Wow the time goes so fast ne.. Well see you!! :D
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I hope you will enjoy the story then :) What's the fun thing you're looking forward too? And how are you now? I hope you're doing fine.
Glad too see you again!
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The first fic is definitely my kind of fic. And coming from you, i am certain it is going to be great. <3 The plot sounds really fun. And i have to disagree with you about Jun. Jun shifting into a phanter is DEFINITELY cool! Well, it is certainly sexy..lol. I would love Aiba in any role anyway. And Sho as an (ex?) murderer?? Woot!! And I thought you said it would be a comedy.. hehee
The second fic would be interesting, especially in term of exploring the subject I am not familiar with. I think any readers would be honored to know that you would let them learn a bit more about the issue. I will be cheering for you to finish it and share the story with us.
Let me say it one more time, it is so great to hear from you again. Your stories are really amazing.
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Yeah, I have a great experience during the stay :) And I also learn a lot of new things and meet kind people in there.
Oooh glad to know it's your type. I just hope it will meet your expectation then ^^" Hahaha, it seems Jun will be cool no matter what I guess ;) Is your ichiban Aiba?
Yeah, I think it's a bit heavy. I admit it's a bit difficult to write it because the plot might trigger some people, but I want to let readers to understand more about this topic. Thanks for cheering for me dear ^^
You're such a wonderful person. I feel honor to hear that from you :) Thanks for your lovely comment again! I'll do my best. And I'm cheering for you too! You're a wonderful person!
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May I ask who is yours? I feel so bad asking since I felt I should somehow know it already - after reading so many of your fics. Well, if I would hazard a guess, I would say Sho - just because of the way you wrote him in stories. LoL Did I get that right?
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Unexpectedly, my ichiban is Aiba as well! (nice to meet you fellow fan!) People usually thought that my ichiban is either Ohno or Nino because of my previous fics. This is the first time someone guess my ichiban as Sho XD
But it's understandable because I don't write Aiba as the main character except only in one-shot (and it's a long ago time too). I have problem imagining him when I write a fic since my heart can't stand his cuteness (see why people find me weird?). And honestly now it's kind of game for me to make readers can't guess who is my ichiban because nobody manage to guess it right so far unless they read my profile or I reveal it ;)
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*throwing confetti and dancing happily*
Yes, you were right. It is hard to guess that your ichiban is Aiba, given what you have written. I mean Aiba is always there but not on the spotlight. LoL and you seemed to write Sho so nicely. :D my second guess would also be Oh-chan like most of other people too. Hahaa i got it so wrong, didnt I?
I am so happy you like Aiba! ❤️❤️
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I'm excited with your story, both of your story :D Take the time you need to write
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Yeah, I've experienced a lot of things in there. Thank You SO much for the support btw :)
Glad to know that. Hahaha, let's just hope I'll finish it soon then ;) Hope you're going to enjoy it.
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nah, I didn't do anything, you did!
Yay~, just let it flow, do not feel you must/nedd to finish the fic for us but do it at your own pace :D I'll definitely enjoy them, hahaha, both genre are my fav :D
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Welcome back!! XDD
I'm glad you didn't give up on your writing since i really really really love your fics so much! And i'm really willing to wait patiently for it <3
And those two fics plot sounds good! Actually i'm not quite good with non-AU fic, but i'm looking forward for it! XD
And, happy birthday for you! I hope you had a great time in Japan, and can achieve anything you want that you had on your next list XD
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I did give a few thoughts if I should write something again since it's really been a while, but I think I still want to share something so here I am (stubborn much). Your comment really makes me glad <3 Tbh these comments are always what encourage me to write more. I really hope your patience will be worthwhile and you will the story.
And Thank You SO much for the wish! I hope great things will happen to you too <3<3<3