I'm still around! :D

[24iza_run]

どうも~
I was torn at first if I should post this or not  just in case there's someone who is wondering or worried with my sudden disappearance (if there really is though XDDD). So here I am, to tell all my LJ friends that I'm still around :) Though if anyone notice it, I do appear in comment section sometimes, but I didn't update anything on my own journal. Well, the main reason for this is because my laptop charger broke down since around months ago. And since I don't have much time and money due to...well, assignments, I also don't have opportunity to buy a new one.

I bet those who have read my personal journal might notice that my laptop broke down quite a lot now XD But this time I didn't find it as 'suffering' as the previous ones since I still have time to move any important and needed videos, songs, and files before the laptop battery running out of battery. And since it's nearing exam period, I also don't bother so much to use laptop at that time.

Another things that I found even funnier (and maybe unfortunate too) is 3 days before the first exam paper, my phone (and my only connection source with internet) broke down. That explains why I didn't reply some of your messages especially since I don't like replying LJ's message using phone because I tend to misspell words. And this applies for those who I didn't manage to wish Happy Birthday too (_ _")

So let's make the things I've mentioned above short - modern gadget hates me.

I have question to ask here though. I was thinking if I should continue writing fanfic. Somehow when I notice that there's a lot of new good writers appear and there's a lot of the also good 'seniors' disappeared from the fic world, it makes me waver if I should proceed with it or not. Of course I still enjoy writing it as before, but after finishing 'Project Eternity' I suddenly feel like there's something wrong with the plot that I come up with until now. I just can't reach a certain level of 'accomplishment' when I wrote it like before. To be honest there is a lot of fics in my laptop that I didn't post it here because of this reason. I tried to overcome it by posting 'Dead Run' since it's less riskier as I already have the plot in my mind but then I got something that probably one of the fanfic writer's afraid with - writer's block. That's why the series suddenly stops there. I hope I can continue the series one day, but maybe not for now.

However, during my laptop-charger-broke down 'era' I decided to rewatch Fatal Frame, and suddenly, get a new fic idea! It just a short series one and consists of 4 chapters. I'm almost finish with chapter 3 now but...I was considering if I should post it or not. Well, firstly because I was thinking if it was good enough for you girls/guys(if there's guy around) to read especially for those who follow or at least have read those fic I've wrote before. The second reason is because instead of consisting 5 members like my usual fic, it only has 2 Arashi members as the main characters which is Sho and Aiba (a friendship one, of course. And also a horror plot too, of course). I have to short it down to 2 members only so I can make the story shorter before I will lose my will to complete the fic again like what happens to most of the fics in my laptop. If I include all of them, the story will defintely get longer since I want to make sure their personality will 'balance' the plot. The last reason is because...let's be honest. I lose my confident in writing again *bitter laugh and clap to myself* (the last time I experienced this probably when I posted Meteor Bond).

But don't take me wrong. I don't feel posting it is like forcing myself since it's actually something that I really want to do for those who have waited for my new fics for all this time (again, if there's any).

In short (again) - do you want me to keep on writing fanfic or not?

See you around later! :D


P.S I miss writing a comedy fic again.

Comments

[eveshine.livejournal.com]

2 members dame!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Want all 5 included type... To be honest it's been a while I read yours. I'll give you lots of dozes in PM later..
Writer block? What is that?

[24iza-run.livejournal.com]

You're meanie~ DX I want to write it with 5 members as well, but I got inspiration to write it after watching Fatal Frame Crimson Butterfly XP Basically the game has 2 lead characters which are twins so the '2 persons' image somehow stuck in my brain. At first I want to write Sho and Aiba as twins but since I've wrote Matsumiya as one before, I decide to change it. The plot doesn't even really close with the game though.
So...shouldn't I write it?
You can say that I somehow lost inspiration or idea of writing. You want to but 'the feels' just don't come across :)
Long time no see big sis!

[eveshine.livejournal.com]

Oh sorry for opposing openly!! It's that sho-kun and aiba-kun i imagine them as friends always plus horror plot will remind me watch that HNA episode. You play games?. If you want you can write. Hmm as for inspirations it's been a while i read stories with full interest. I read moral types a lot and I read some of my country drama fics. You had a pretty long break right?. You want to extend your break *evil smile*

[24iza-run.livejournal.com]

Uwa~ here the DoS ne-san is coming out again (==")
The reason why I chose those two as the main is because Sho is afraid of horror things while Aiba has that 6th ability. And the plot is unexpectedly heavy too (in my opinion)
Seriously? You like to see me on break that much? If you're doing this only because you want to see me sulking, sorry but it does't work! *wink back*

[eveshine.livejournal.com]

Hey You are meanie now.. Calling my realself as DoS. I wrote a big comment to help my little sis *cries in the corner*. Hmm heavy plot seems the story will be good. Is it chaptered or one shot?. Oi I never want you to be in break. You are turning into too much DoM lately i think. Don't you think so?

[24iza-run.livejournal.com]

Now she's pretending as the victim here (==")
It has 4 chapters. I wasn't turning into a DoS! XD Btw, isn't only a DoS will say something like that?
I wish I have an idea to write a comedy fic soon...

[eveshine.livejournal.com]

Oi I am not pretending.. I am really a victim..
No you are absolute DoM.. Even i told do you need more break.. You told this is not enough to make u sulk so i thought you want more right?. *eve quits explaining*
Wait patiently I am sure you will get a good plot soon

[24iza-run.livejournal.com]

Ok. Fine, fine XP
Hahaha. Hope so. Thanks for the support! :D

[gambitsfox.livejournal.com]

Hey girl! If you keep writing? Well, that's really only something you can decide. If it makes you happy then........please do! If you find yourself forced to just for the sake of others then maybe you need a break. Sounds like you really love it though. There can never be enough writers in fanfic. I, personally, dont like to read horror or fics without at least Nino in it. But, there are plenty of people that do! Hope your gadget problem is better and keep up the writing! Missed ya! : )

[24iza-run.livejournal.com]

Hey it's been a while! :D Thanks for the support and advice! I'll keep it in mind.
I do want to write a fic with all of them but maybe for 'a new start' I'll challenge myself with the shorter one first. Somehow it's saddening for me that my head still stuck with horror stories even until now T^T
I hope the gadget curse will broke one day! XD Missed ya too!

[j-sei.livejournal.com]

Hello :D

Some people has said the same thing I want to say. If you feel forced, don't.
I haven't read your latest fic too xD
I think it's okay if you want to post this Aiba and Sakurai fic :D I rarely read horror stories and I prefer if the fic has all 5 of them (or at least Nino) so I don't know if I will read it or not later, depends on my mood.
Hope you can get away with your writer block soon! I do hope to read more from you ^^

Ps : hope for a new gadget for you soon!

[24iza-run.livejournal.com]

Hi dear!
Thank you for that advice :D I will remember it. Hahaha. It can't be helped since it's been all about horror stuff lately XD I myself can't remember the latest story I have posted. It's kind of unexpected for me now to see that my LJ friends usually have Nino as their ichiban O.O Thanks. I hope for the same too ^^
Btw please go to bed early, kay? XD
P.S: Hahaha. That's like a curse already for me XD

[j-sei.livejournal.com]

Sometimes I do read horror manga if I like the summary xD I wonder if Shinigami can be included as horror story since I read it. I'm fine with thriller kind of horror tho :p

My LJ friends do not have Nino as ichiban, that's weird.
You too! It's dawn already there, right? :)

PS : me too. My laptop and phone is the same, demand to be changed xD Before I read yours, I was just thinking about how often I need to change my phone. Fortunately I can use my sis phone since she get a new one :D

[24iza-run.livejournal.com]

Can you read horror manga which has gruesome drawing? Cause in my case, I love horror movie and game, but can't stand so much with horror manga since it usually has gruesome images. Hahaha. I guess the thriller part had overcame the horror part if you can read it then XD

Really? O.O Oh, now you mention it, Aiba-shi is my ichiban but I don't have that many LJ friends who have a same ichiban as me. I wonder if this kind of thing usually happen in fandom XD
You're too often go to bed late! Please take care of yourself more :D

PS: What is the problem that your laptop and phone usually have?

[j-sei.livejournal.com]

Gruesome like blood and so on? I'm fine with that xD
If I read from a book and when I turn it to the next page, all two pages is picture of a ghost/spirit; I can't take that. My heart rate went up a notch.
Isn't game or movie is scarier since it was made to frightened you, the songs and so on? (tho sometimes I just know that the ghost will come out after some scene but still shocked?)

hahaha, maybe some people are like us? Someone I knew is nino fan but friends around her is ohno fan xD

I will! You too, don't forget too eat :D

PS : my laptop suddenly shut down by itself. My friend said it's overheating. The other said it won't be a long time till it won't turn up. I already take precaution to move some files to HD but I hope it can be used longer.
For my phone, I currently use iphone but when I use internet (anything like browsing or open social media, not really for chatting app like line or whatsapp) it's easy to overheat (another overheat). It affect wifi and bluetooth so I can't use them. Fix it a few time but always back like that after a bit overheat.
How about your phone?

[24iza-run.livejournal.com]

Woah. That's totally different from me. Yeah, game and movie is supposed to be scarier, but the gruesome and bloody drawing in book make me feel sick. It makes me think "Ouch! That looks painful!". It's irony though since in Shinigami itself I did write a lot of bloody scenes XDD

Eeeeh~ I wonder why. This intriguing me.

PS: Oh! The previous laptop I used have that problem too! Whenever I need to use it I have to sit in front of a fan to avoid it from shutting down suddenly.
For phone if its overheat, the battery won't stand longer right? My new phone kind of having this problem too ==" I used the same method as the old laptop to cool it down. For my old phone, it's Samsung. Since I haven't go to fix it yet I still don't know what's the problem. I often turn off my phone when I charging it but when I tried to turn it on one time, Samsung logo just keep on playing on the screen. The phone refused to function.

[j-sei.livejournal.com]

Oh, I see. Maybe since I know it's just a drawing so I'm fine but another case if I saw it in a movie or game. I think I'm fine if it's just blood though.

PS : Oh! So it's really because of overheating? I always use a laptop fan since my laptop can be overheat easily but my friend said it's no good because the fan disturb the laptop air circulation thus makes it hotter so I'm not using it now.
Certainly, the battery runs out so fast especially if I used internet. Unfortunately for iphone, the battery can't be removed :/
that's strange! My friends phone was samsung (has changed to lenovo now); when she still used it, the phone is turn on by itself though she has turn it off when charging.

[24iza-run.livejournal.com]

That's cool. I keep saying I'm a horror stuff fan yet I can't even do that XD

P.S: Eh? Your friend said that. I think it can be true because my brother doesn't use laptop fan too, but in the end probably it depends on the laptop too. Some laptop can work better when overheat and some more not. If it's too hot I think it can bring damage to the laptop wiring/components and that's why it turn off itself(?) Just saying though. I'm not an expert or whatsoever XDD
Isn't what is happening to your friend's phone is kind of creepy?? O.O""

[j-sei.livejournal.com]

horror as in something which is didn't exist? xD sadako and so on is fine? :D That's the one I can't take xD

PS : Yeah xD it's all back to the laptop itself. My friend said that you need to specify what you need in a laptop. Since there's a probability that it's pretty strong for constant use for videos (like I did) but can't be use for Corel or the opposite :D
It's creepy isn't it? xD Lucky she has changed it :D

[24iza-run.livejournal.com]

I'm fine with everything as long as it's creepy creatures. It doesn't matter if it exists or not <3 But if it's too much cruel things or torture scene, I can't stand it. Probably I will screaming 'ouch ouch ouch' all the time. Ah~ I can stand sadako as long as it's not in comic I guess XDD

P.S: What's your laptop brand? How many times you have changed it?

[j-sei.livejournal.com]

Oh! So we are the opposite xD
I still can take creepy creatures like monsters but I can't stand a doesn't exist existence :3

PS : currently use axioo, been using it for almost 5 years. Not really changed anything inside but I often re-format it's windows :3 changed a few times between 7 and 8 :D

[atenea005.livejournal.com]

here here!! Yuki-chan!!! long time, ne XD
but saw some post yours It's good you still stay :D and yeah some people
"disappeared" it's sad ne :(
well I think "if you start something you have to continue" but mmm it all depends how are you... but I have to say I'd like to read your stories :D

bye Yuki-chan!! remember, take care your health and don't miss : )

P.S.: Mee too!! they were so funny!:D

[24iza-run.livejournal.com]

Yeah! It'd been so long ne! XD
Yup. It's saddening to see some familiar people are not around anymore :(
I agree with you about that. I want to, but the 'feel' just don't come up. It's frustrating to see there's uncompleted series in my list >_< Glad you want to read it though :D

You too! Please take care of yourself!